STILL Confused?
I was sitting on the floor with crossed legs. The pastor was praying for me. All of a sudden his sister and daughter who- supposedly under influence of angels- kept saying there was an evil spirit in me. I was what they call in Nigeria ( i'm not a nigerian) a moogoo i actually began to thing there was an evil spirit in me. I began slowly to act like an evil spirit because the conviction was so strong that I really lost control of my body and started acting like an evil spirit. I found myself swearing and cursing at the Pastor and people around! It's like I was releasing the evil within and honestly it actually felt very pleasing! I'ts like the feeling you get during sex, its like a release. Everyone ( including me ) thought I was an evil spirit so every sin I commit there was presumably the evil spirit. So as I was releasing all the evil within me the " evil spirit" took all the blame!!! I know many Christians must be feeling red faced while reading this but I must make it clear I AM NOT EVIL. The pleasure felt was the bodily desire to sin being fulfilled. In the spirit after each and every experiance I felt like suicide because of all the things I did, BUT as I actually thought it was evil spirit I didn't confess until after I discovered the whole thing was all fake.
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